B*ggar B*ggar B*ggar
Pretty
much sums up how I feel right now.....
Although I desperately try to count my blessings each and every day, why oh why oh why do I struggle to find the answer to EVERYTHING, when in fact in most cases....there isn't one?!?!
Just when you think you're getting somewhere, something or someone stands in your way like a brick wall, or a door is blatantly slammed in your face. I have to admit that much of this is due to my own procrastination and lack of will, excuse making, you name it I'm doing it at the moment.
The book is nagging at the back of my brain endlessly, like a little voice whispering irritatingly "come on, you know you wanna pick me back up and finish me" then I get the other evil little voice saying "nah, not enough time, LOSERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.....you have no decent ideas left".....I battle with the ideas, witty one-liners, plot-lines etc etc, then just when I think I should write them down, just like a puff of smoke they're gone and I begin again to beat myself up at not doing things sooner.
Frustrated????...YES I AM !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Although I desperately try to count my blessings each and every day, why oh why oh why do I struggle to find the answer to EVERYTHING, when in fact in most cases....there isn't one?!?!
Just when you think you're getting somewhere, something or someone stands in your way like a brick wall, or a door is blatantly slammed in your face. I have to admit that much of this is due to my own procrastination and lack of will, excuse making, you name it I'm doing it at the moment.
The book is nagging at the back of my brain endlessly, like a little voice whispering irritatingly "come on, you know you wanna pick me back up and finish me" then I get the other evil little voice saying "nah, not enough time, LOSERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.....you have no decent ideas left".....I battle with the ideas, witty one-liners, plot-lines etc etc, then just when I think I should write them down, just like a puff of smoke they're gone and I begin again to beat myself up at not doing things sooner.
Frustrated????...YES I AM !!!!!!!!!!!!!!


7 Comments
Good luck. . . Just try to relax.
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