Four in the morning

Published by: mockingbird on 23rd Jul 2011 | View all blogs by mockingbird
Yes I know its horribly early and apart from Aramantha the cloud is rather quiet right now... But it made me think of something. On another blog we have been remembering  hair, lets have a new thread and remember time. A very specific time. Four in the morning. A special time...

Many moons ago, long before my current world began, I was a teenager, with a crush on a guy... My friend and I were staying, as guests, at a children's home in the South of England. We knew some of the staff who worked there and this guy was one of those staff members. Nothing naughty, mockingbird was an innocent in those days, stop laughing cloud members 'tis true, 'tis true.....
And this guy and I stayed up very very late, and at four in the morning we were walking and talking. My first real adult conversation.... so it was special. And on a golf course on a very misty summer morning when it was just getting light...very beautiful, a little cool, and very, very memorable. I remember it as if it was yesterday.......

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  • Amarantha
    by Amarantha 10 months ago
    Mmmm. Must have been a beautiful dawn. A lovely memory of innocent days.
  • Noodledoodle
    by Noodledoodle 10 months ago
    four in the morning - Monday, Wednesday and Friday I am usually tossing and turning with a pillow over my head cursing Tony and mentally threatening to terminate his services. I just can't bring myself to do it, even though he roars up my road in his sherman tank, bottles clinking and radio on. If its not Tony, then its Suki. The fat, half wit cat (the other one is skinny) wailing outside my bedroom window because she is too fat and too stupid to get in through the cat flap. Maybe I am just hoping that one day Tony will put Suki out of her misery - if he does I will promptly sack him and perhaps then, at 4am I will be lost in the land of nod dreaming of diesel engines and wailing moggies.
  • Tony
    by Tony 10 months ago
    Erm... I'd no idea. Sorry ND :-(
  • Kaz
    by Kaz 10 months ago
    LOL Tony!
  • Weens
    by Weens 10 months ago
    The best time is at a barbershop convention, when you usually retire to bed at eight the following morning.
  • Babblefish
    by Babblefish 10 months ago
    4am- When I used to get up for work (baking is pleasant, but the start time is nothing to be jealous of)
  • mockingbird
    by mockingbird 10 months ago
    You unromantic lot.......... is there no one on the cloud with nostalgia like mine?
  • Amarantha
    by Amarantha 10 months ago
    Yes. Me, Darling but then ... old age puts a romantic gloss on all memories of youth! :-D
  • mockingbird
    by mockingbird 10 months ago
    Age.... who said age..... you should never consider reckoning your age by your years - only your shoe size. I am 4
  • Skylark
    by Skylark 10 months ago
    I have a few special 4am memories - not romantic ones but ones of me and my teenage girlfriends at sleepovers when we stayed up until stupid o'clock talking about anything and nothing. My more recent 4am memories involve babies demanding feeds or toddlers waking from bad dreams so I'm quite happy to say that it's been a few months now since I saw 4am :-D
  • mockingbird
    by mockingbird 10 months ago
    Ahhh Skylark, I remember it well...... my elder daughter never learned to sleep though the night until she went to school. She would just sleep for a couple of hours of so maximum and wake up totally refreshed ready to start a new day, again, again. Even aged 27 she still has problems sleeping for long periods of time. So you I will excuse from being around at 4am or having positively charged memories of it. But as for the rest of you lot......
  • Weens
    by Weens 10 months ago
    Who said barbershop conventions couldn't be romantic? You can't sing ALL night.
  • John Taylor
    by John Taylor 10 months ago
    Four in the morning does have a romantic tinge around it for me, but just the tinge of some rather special memories and a very odd sort of guard duty in the 1980s. At the beginning and end of every term at a residential school for teenagers with learning disabilities, we took turns sitting in the corridor of the Aberdeen to Kings Cross sleeper train, keeping watch over our charges, who might (and did) wander out of their compartments at any time in any state of undress. We had some deep and meaningful conversations through the small hours trying to keep awake, and watching the dawn over the Farne Islands is one memory. We had the run of the steward's little kitchen and endless cups of railway tea. And then there was the time a friend had to chase a young man across York Station in his pyjamas... that picture is etched in my mind!
  • Old Fat Prop
    by Old Fat Prop 10 months ago
    Brought a smile to me.... 4 o'clock....

    ...remembering my first love and years later a last radio watch at night in the desert.

    ....and sadly, last Thursday drinking coffee outside my house wating for my oppo to arrive in the van.


    4 o'clock
  • mockingbird
    by mockingbird 10 months ago
    Weens, thank you - you must have been hiding behind the pile of aprons, keeping very quiet!!! And John having too worked with youngsters with learning disabilities for many years I can well imagine some of the situations you encountered. One of my favourite is Lee, aged 11, well placed on the autistic spectrum approximately thirty years ago, though more likely to be classified as Aspergers Now, coming onto the school 'stage' for the Xmas play. As an angel. Oh yes - whoever cast him as such had a wicked sense of humour... Of course he looked for his mum in the audience, so she could see how nice he looked in his angel costume - ex white sheet with some significant stitching - and his gold halo perched precariously on his head. But no one expected when he had safely spotted her and was looking for something else to do, that he would still, centre stage, whip up his costume and full flash the governors in the front row..... I loved that boy. He taught me so many things...
  • mockingbird
    by mockingbird 10 months ago
    Thank you OFP, for the good and the bad..... its a different world at that time of day...
  • Rebecca
    by Rebecca 10 months ago
    I once wrote a song about 'two in the morning'. between 2 and 4am is when I lie awake, and all my past mistakes come back to haunt me.
    It's two in the morning. I'm lying awake.
    It's so quiet I can hear my heart break.
    You steal into my mind, without any warning,
    In the slow quiet hours, between now and morning.
  • mockingbird
    by mockingbird 10 months ago
    Poignant ... is there more... you should blog it.
  • trafalgar
    by trafalgar 10 months ago
    Faron Young:

    'It's four in the morning, and once moe the dawning,
    Just woke up the wanting in me.'

    Anyone remember that?

    For me, four in the morning, each November, is NaNo time. That's when I'm up and staring to write - in order to meet the 1667 word daily target demanded by National Novel Writing Month and write a 50,000 word novel in a month.
  • Tony
    by Tony 10 months ago
    Oh yes, lovely song, Trafalgar. And I did like Rebecca's verse, too.

    My romantic early morning memories probably don't reach as far as four a.m., but started at midnight when my girlfriend (now my wife of 40 years) and I walked to the Silent Pool off the A25 in Surrey through the eiriness of the dark forrest to its hidden depths - scary, but romantic.

    Apart from that, there was the week I spent as part of the night security, patrolling the vast Stoneleigh showground - not romantic, lonely, with only two-way radio contact with my fellow security officers. As I recall, nothing ever happened at four.

    Otherwise 4 a.m. and I have been comparative strangers - until more recently, thanks to my prostate.
  • mockingbird
    by mockingbird 10 months ago
    I remember the song Trafalgar, and Tony thats much more the spirit - or at least the first part was!!! Take care...
  • John Taylor
    by John Taylor 10 months ago
    Rebecca, that's a lovely lyric. Is there more? Pretty please? Is there a tune?
  • Rebecca
    by Rebecca 10 months ago
    Yes, there's a verse about three o'clock and and another about four o'clock. Fortunately I can't remember them but the tune still goes round in my head. It'll never make the top ten.
  • CJ
    by CJ 10 months ago
    4am and I are fast becoming old friends again... It's a strange and secret time in many ways, known only to milkmen and new mothers. This morning, I was sat on the sofa after battling for three quarters of an hour to get a very hungry, very impatient baby to latch and feed (she seems to think that lying there and just screaming at me will make the milk milk flow quicker at the moment). But there have been much calmer 4ams, too, when after the storm of the massive learning curve that is life (and learning how to feed!) has abated, and we sink back into the pillows and just lie there together; she sleeps, and I remember doing the same with her sister, which leads to this strange sense of yearning nostalgia for when my eldest daughter was tiny (as opposed to the rather rambunctious toddler she is now) and simple contentment of cradling a newborn in your arms whilst the rest of the household sleeps. I know I should put her back in her crib and snatch a couple of precious hours before the whirlwind of the day begins... but I just can't do it. Which is probably why I am so knackered now!
  • John Taylor
    by John Taylor 10 months ago
    Elysia, my problem was getting Fiona to wake up in the night, and persuading Lucy that actually, nourishment came from mummy! But we also had some lovely long lies together in the small hours. Simon in bed was a different matter. He always kicked and seemed to like to get sideways between us!
  • Liss
    by Liss 10 months ago
    I'm only awake at that ungodly hour if there's a loud storm, I'm too hot or Joe wakes me. At sleepovers I always fell asleep at about 11. Which is why I think they're pointless and stupid :)
  • Skylark
    by Skylark 10 months ago
    It's definitely a bit of a secret moment between mum and baby when everyone but the milkman is asleep and you're staring down at your little one, fed, content and dozing off in your arms. Ely, you've somehow made me feel nostalgic for broken nights! :-P
  • mockingbird
    by mockingbird 10 months ago
    Dont start you two..... nostalgia yes, a little broodiness ok, but I am not quite ready to be a granny yet! And I have very rose tinted glasses looking down at a little head, (or three...) latched and virtually sleeping, and you drifting lovingly, peacefully into that beautiful peace-at-last phase - oohh and that indescribably lovely smell of a young baby's head...
  • Skylark
    by Skylark 10 months ago
    Nostalgic, yes. Broody, most definitely not! I'm more than satisfied with my two and don't intend to supply any more cloud babies ;-)
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