He has a heartbeat and a pulse.

Published by: ShaunBerge on 21st Feb 2010 | View all blogs by ShaunBerge
Okay, so that title has absolutely nothing to do with me writing a blog. The song I was listening to just said "I need a heartbeat" and so I wrote something along those lines.

 I'm currently writing a story in which the main character is a werewolf. I'm not a fantasy person, never have been. I'm a thought-experiment, philosophising, breaking the boundaries of what a story should be, kind of person.
 And so I'm afraid that this is not really my normal kind of ground. But I'm going to write it to the end, and I hope it will be brilliant as a study of denial and acceptance of what we have done or something of that sort. But who knows, it might end up as a simple novel of simple themes. I've exceeded the 10K mark, which I'm extremely pleased with, I only expect it to get to about 40 to 50 thousand words though. It'll be my biggest finished project I've done to date. (The list of finished projects can't really qualify as a list, if we're being honest here.)

 I'm curious though, what do you look at your stories as? Because when I think of writing a story I generally want to do something magnificient with it. I have tried (and failed for the time being) several projects where I really want to create some literary power. I wanted to change the idea of the telling of a story, where there were stories in stories in stories, where the author had died and other characters were picking up the pieces, or where the story itself was not real and that what was happening was an exercise in insanity. I love the idea of the writing being told in the mind-frame of the characters. So there are flows that are happening because the character can do no other due to what is happening to him or herself.

 So, what am i doing here? Goodness knows. I'm just curious about other people's thoughts on writing, and would love to hear about them.

 Hope to hear from you all!

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19 Comments

  • Antony
    by Antony 2 years ago
    Hurricane!!
  • ShaunBerge
    by ShaunBerge 2 years ago
    That'll be the song, yeah! It's close to all that I'm listening to these days, just keeping in the mood for my story.
  • Liss
    by Liss 2 years ago
    My story is my baby. It makes me cry and laugh and it also makes me want to kill myself. It's hopefully a way of showing people i'm not a waste of DNA.
  • Aonghus Fallon
    by Aonghus Fallon 2 years ago
    I think this is the right way to go about telling a story, Shaun. For example, I find the philisophical/moral implications of being a werewolf ultimately more interesting - that you ultimately have to engineer your own death or keep on killing others. As opposed to just going for the surface appeal: how cool it is to turn into a werewolf.
  • maryluv
    by maryluv 2 years ago
    'Being Human' currently showing on BBC does the werewolf/human thing very well. Worth a watch.
  • Ele
    by Ele 2 years ago
    Hi ShaunBerge. There's a book on my 'half-read and must get back to' pile that might be interesting. I need to check out the title and will post it later. The idea is that the main character is a writer who has a line of 'characters' outside her house waiting to be written about. One of the characters pushes his way to the front of the queue and demands to be written about first because he is running out of time. As she writes he argues with her about how he is being written.. I haven't finished it yet as I didn't really like the second character.. but I'm sure I'll get back to it sometime soon.

    Maryluv - being human is so good. Looking forward to seeing last night's episode later. Not sure why the beeb call it a comedy-drama though.. too dark for that!
  • ShaunBerge
    by ShaunBerge 2 years ago
    Maryluv - yeah I've watched most of the series! Though I'm about three episodes behind. Far too lazy these days to even catch up with some shows... I'd say I was probably inspired to write this with a mix of a quote, a lyric from 30 Seconds To Mars, the release of The Wolfman, Being Human, and Cormac McCarthy. I could add the whole "To mention a few" thing, but I think that's literally the whole lot. Oh, and a very slight bit of Jose Saramago.

    ProjectAlice - That sounds really sweet, yet a little worrying. I have the unfortunate tendency to not really feel my characters as real human beings, I suppose they're more like experiments or tests on ideas i have. Maybe I'm heartless. I love the enthusiasm you have for your story, I only get that for the idea itself, the story is the holder for it.

    Ele - That sounds like such a good book! I love weird books like that. Can't wait to hear what it's called, I'll start reading it before I get through all the other books I'm supposed to (definitely prioritising it!).

    Aonghus Fallon - Thank you! I couldn't do a story just about the killing or about mindless violence. There would have to be something much much more important than that. So I've chosen this struggle with his demons (the classic, i suppose. Well, not THE classic, but one of...).
  • Ele
    by Ele 2 years ago
    Found it! Broken by Karin Fossum (ISBN 978-0-099-50736-9). Originally written in Norwegian (I'm reading a lot from Norway/Sweden at the moment) although I'm not sure why! If you like weird then Cannongate (based in Edinburgh I think) always have interesting stuff... enjoy :-)
  • ShaunBerge
    by ShaunBerge 2 years ago
    Seeing as I'm half norwegian, I could even risk a peek at the original text!
    I've heard of that author before... not sure where. But I will definitely have a look for it! To be honest I'll more than likely read the translated version, my Norwegian is awful for reading.

    Anyway, thank you! I'm assuming you're maybe reading the Stieg Larrson books or something? Aren't they Swedish? (Just guessing, really)
  • Ele
    by Ele 2 years ago
    You're welcome! Yes I read his books last year and enjoyed them (with some reservations). On to Henning Mankell now (Swedish and known for Wallender). I watched the original series in Swedish (with subtitles). Also waiting for a book by Karin Alvtegen to arrive. But maybe I'm just distracting myself from what I should be writing. Hoping that chatting to like-minded people will get my creativity going again! Btw, have you read Under the Skin by Michel Faber?
  • ShaunBerge
    by ShaunBerge 2 years ago
    Well we can all allow ourselves the joy of reading and call it studying! I haven't read any Mankell or Larrson, but I know a decent amount about both. My mum's read some Mankell (and probably watched it all), and my Grandad's read well, probably all of both authors. Last time he was in Scotland he read the whole Larrson trilogy.
    Yeah, I joined this in hopes to meet people who would help with my own writing and that I could find other interesting and talented writers. And no, I'm afraid I haven't. Any good? I'm currently reading a novel called Pilcrow by Adam Mars-Jones, it's really really good! (That isn't my whole critique of the novel, 'really really good' would be an awful way for a writer to describe other works in full... but I think i'll leave it at that for now)
  • Ele
    by Ele 2 years ago
    Haven't come across Adam Mars-Jones but that looks an interesting book. I'd recommend Under the Skin but I can't say why. One of those books that develops in surprising ways and if I explained it'd spoil the surprise! Blargowrie is near Perth isn't it?
  • ShaunBerge
    by ShaunBerge 2 years ago
    Yep, half an hour from Dundee or Perth (take your pic). I'll have a look for that book, too! At the moment I have so many books to read that I'm sure I should be saying it's not funny, but I think it's gotten past the stage of shock and into the part where you can only laugh at the sheer amount to keep yourself sane.

    Is it Under The Skin that you're reading currently?
  • Ele
    by Ele 2 years ago
    I'll pick Perth (never been a great fan of Dundee)! Is this books that you 'have' to read or books that you've been recommended? I read Under the Skin years ago but it lives up to its name and never quite lets you go. At the moment I've got so many books I'm part way through reading that i can't remember them all. I've got one that seems to be based around the idea you write what you know about.. this lady knows an awful lot about how airports function. Interesting from that perspective (always happy to learn something new) but the plot is a little mechanical. Having said that I'm not sure I could do much better at the moment! How's the werewolf story coming?
  • ShaunBerge
    by ShaunBerge 2 years ago
    Well, the way my book reading hobby is going is something that jumped at me unexpectedly. Your two books are in fact the first couple of recommendations for a while (I generally give out recommendations, and also for the reason to come) since in my bookcase I created a little list. It was the Books I Own But Have Not Yet Read list. It totalled to 134 books in my room... not including books I've loaned to people and haven't read myself.

    So only a couple to go!

    The werewolf story is coming along, i have an ending, and I have a halfway mark (possibly) but I don't have all the little fleshy bits in between. This is a problem because it's where I am and I almost feel as though i'm making some things happen for no reason. But I'm pretty much just trying to get to the end of the story with a written (horribly) piece. But once the first run is done, i shall edit like I've never edited before! Or something like that...

    You working on something just now?
  • Ele
    by Ele 2 years ago
    That sounds an interesting book list! There's probably a piece of writing for you to do in there (joking.. kind of). I wrote the first 3 chapters of a novel. My daughters loved it but it really wasn't what I wanted to be writing. So I was ruthless and consigned it to the bin. I'm trying to get out of the habit of writing for an audience and considering what people will like/buy. I've always thought the most interesting, inspiring writing is written because the author just 'has' to write it. I've always had an interest in hyper-text fiction and unusual narrative structures so will play with that for a while.. I predict there will be post-it notes all over the walls by the end of the day!

    Have you thought about putting the werewolf story away for a day or so? Write something else (or maybe read something!!) and you might find it easier to fill in the little fleshy bits when you pick it up again. Just a thought...
  • ShaunBerge
    by ShaunBerge 2 years ago
    That's exactly how I believe the best writing would come from! I'm the same, where narrative structure through the mind is important. I don't think i could ever throw anything away, I'm afraid. I'd keep it all, in case even a sentence was worth using in the future.

    I'd love to read any of your stuff! I don't know what hyper-text fiction is, but it sounds erratic if anything. The werewolf story that I'm writing just now is for both me and my college course. I have a Creative Project part to my course and I could've done any number of smaller or quicker challenges, but I started the course in the hopes of writing a book and so I'm going to get out of it having written a book. Except, I have to admit one problem with it, this isn't my kind of book. I'm twisting the story enough to be more of my kind of thing, but it's the time limit for it that's restraining me from going all out and twisting barriers and jumping through hoops and prancing around and making every word have its own secret significance. I often started stories with the idea that everything that I mention in the first chapter would each have massive significance to the rest of the story. Writing the first page or paragraph, those words themselves would tell me exactly what this tale is about.

    The werewolf one I'm currently undertaking is different, I wrote the beginning as it came to me, but I had no idea what was to happen until the next sentence arrived. And this continued for a while. I know now how it is to end (mostly) and I know the supposed primary plot, too. But this is not me through and through, I'm not twisting minds in this. I guess what I'm actually writing is more commercial than my style. I aim to be as sophisticated as I can in my books, but also keep them interesting, but I'm unsure whether it would really be shelf-worthy in itself.

    Who knows, we'll just have to see! Oh, and I can't really put it off for a few days because if I start writing something else I'll dive head-first into it. And it's the time-restraint that I need to watch for. I've calculated that I need to write every day, at least 750 words, so that I can finish the first run and give myself two weeks to rewrite the whole thing! I'll continue reading throughout though, just haven't been doing so as much as usual...
  • Joey
    by Joey 2 years ago
    Hi Shaun! I was in Norway once bit I haven't read anything by Norwegian authors I should look into it.

    To me my stories are a millions things. A picture can say a thousand words but why rush it? I create worlds that are the same or completely different from our own. I come up with characters I love, hate, hate to love and love to hate. I want to see how they stand up to the things I throw at them and I want to say things that haven't been said before. I want to encourage someone to read more when they read one of my stories, I want it to open their mind just a little bit more to the different people in the world, the ones who don't always get their stories told.

    But most of all I want some to get lost in the world and people I created and for it to be an escape from whatever is happening in their life the way writing it was for me. I write things that I would love and just hope that other people might agree.

    For a while I only write standard fantasy but lately I've been branching out into realism, sci-fi, historical-detectives, psychological just trying to explore new places.

    I'm not sure if I'm right or anything but in my experience the best way for a book to be sophisticated is to not try too hard. Just have something worth saying, worth exploring and thinking about and the rest will follow.

    But maybe that's just me.
  • ShaunBerge
    by ShaunBerge 2 years ago
    Joey!

    I like your thoughts! :)
    I think we're perhaps a little different in ideas on stories, though. Or maybe this is where I go wrong sometimes. I'd say that at times you should try your hardest, try and throw your brain into the biggest walls and see if it can break through and not just splat against it. I sometimes think that challenging yourself by creating almost impossible ideas and then trying to rationalise them, or at least make sense of them is at times the most fun to be had. It's a way of impressing yourself.

    But at the same time, simplicity is often the key. Otherwise you're just being arrogant.

    I always wrote in the world of realism, myself, but recently stuck my little toe in some fantasy. Just the one toe, though. The other four are still in the land of reality.

    Glad to see you joined my group! I shall venture towards it now :)

    Shaun
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