Just a state of existance

Published by: Mythwriter on 10th Feb 2011 | View all blogs by Mythwriter
Imagine with me, that you were in a simple state of existance. Where you were concious of everything around you. Your world, or what is left of it. Yet, your body does not respond. You see your life through external eyes, unable to awaken. What would you see? What could you feel? Friends, come and gone in an instant, quickly forgetting who you once were, or those who hold on to a small scrap of hope that someday you will wake. Emotions of the loved ones around you, and the sadness when they must leave, when you long for them to speak to you. To whisper in your ear that they care. Lonliness as they slowly dwindle in hope, their visits becoming less frequent. Anger as you hear the doctors, speaking in quiet whispers of the anomoly, and the chance of survival. Longing to be held by a loved one once more. The pure joy when you can see their face again, and hear their voice as they talk to you about the days, weeks, years you have been asleep. The hope that they still cling to, despite all that works against them. Despair as you remember you cannot talk back to them, or reach up to comfort them, to say "I'm here, don't give up yet!" Frustration when you try to regain control, but your own will denies you of that pleasure. Who would be left, when time takes its toll on the relationships you worked so hard to form? Which would take the time to keep that hope strong? So very few. By their actions they show their love. By their words they show their hope. These are the friends that are forever, who hope despite all other word. Who love though you cannot love back. Clinging on that hope that one day, you will come back to them, someway, somehow. Friendship is that small glimmer in the dark of a forbidding world, that prevents the self destruction of despair. But now, it is time to come back, for the mind to return to the body. You open your own eyes for the first time in a long time, who do you think you would see?

Of the dream,
The musing of Mythwriter

Comments

3 Comments

  • Nibs
    by Nibs 1 year ago
    wow! That's deep.
    Beautifully written and sounds like something far deeper at the core of it.
    Are you talking of someone in particular or a particular illness?
    Very touching
    thanks
    :o)
  • Mythwriter
    by Mythwriter 1 year ago
    I'm not talking about anyone in particular, or of an illness for that matter. This thought actually came to me in both a dream, and a book. In this book, some people could walk this thing called the Emerald Dream, which is a dream world where you leave your physical self and enter your dream self, seeing the world and all it's sensations. When your dream self is destroyed however, your physical form stays in a permanent form of sleep. My dream stole that concept. Only you were forced outside of your body unnaturally, and sent to the hospital because you fell into a sleep and were unable to enter back into your body. I described what I saw if this were the case. Situations that could happen.
  • MinxieAD
    by MinxieAD 1 year ago
    I thought this was touching too. It made me imagine having everything taken away, but still within reach, but it is only when we wake up and see what's in front of our eyes we can appreciate them. Lovely - you have an unusually sensitive imagination to understand how things 'might' feel if we were actually there.
Please login or sign up to post on this network.
Click here to sign up now.

Subscribe

Getting Published


Twitter

Visitor counter



Literature


 

Blog Roll Centre

Books

Blog Hints

Blog Directory