Just a state of existance
Imagine with me, that you were in a simple state of existance.
Where you were concious of everything around you. Your world, or
what is left of it. Yet, your body does not respond. You see your
life through external eyes, unable to awaken. What would you see?
What could you feel? Friends, come and gone in an instant, quickly
forgetting who you once were, or those who hold on to a small scrap
of hope that someday you will wake. Emotions of the loved ones
around you, and the sadness when they must leave, when you long for
them to speak to you. To whisper in your ear that they care.
Lonliness as they slowly dwindle in hope, their visits becoming
less frequent. Anger as you hear the doctors, speaking in quiet
whispers of the anomoly, and the chance of survival. Longing to be
held by a loved one once more. The pure joy when you can see their
face again, and hear their voice as they talk to you about the
days, weeks, years you have been asleep. The hope that they still
cling to, despite all that works against them. Despair as you
remember you cannot talk back to them, or reach up to comfort them,
to say "I'm here, don't give up yet!" Frustration when you try to
regain control, but your own will denies you of that pleasure. Who
would be left, when time takes its toll on the relationships you
worked so hard to form? Which would take the time to keep that hope
strong? So very few. By their actions they show their love. By
their words they show their hope. These are the friends that are
forever, who hope despite all other word. Who love though you
cannot love back. Clinging on that hope that one day, you will come
back to them, someway, somehow. Friendship is that small glimmer in
the dark of a forbidding world, that prevents the self destruction
of despair. But now, it is time to come back, for the mind to
return to the body. You open your own eyes for the first time in a
long time, who do you think you would see?
Of the dream,
The musing of Mythwriter
Of the dream,
The musing of Mythwriter


3 Comments
Beautifully written and sounds like something far deeper at the core of it.
Are you talking of someone in particular or a particular illness?
Very touching
thanks
:o)
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