Selling your soul for a story?
Selling your soul for a story?
I must say I feel right stupid at the moment. I posted my first blog on WC this morning, then on coming back, I found it gone!!!! So, I have taken a little time to muster up courage to rewrite it. I hope I get it right this time.
I read ‘Eat Pray Love’ last year after watching an Oprah interview with author Elizabeth Gilbert. I generally like books from Oprah’s book club and so didn’t hesitate to climb into another one and I thoroughly enjoyed it, along with just about every other woman in the universe.
So, I have purchased ‘Committed’ with similar enthusiasm and finally found a gap to start it last night. It is quirky and personal and I like it.
But waking this morning, a small guilty voice suggested to rather leave it unfinished. I felt a bit like I had stolen a glimpse of the intimate thoughts in a teenage diary, secreted away in the underwear draw, along with cigarettes and condoms!
So, I pose the question: is it OK to sell your soul for a story? Or at least, how far is permissible?
This may seem a bit strange, especially considering that my WIP is also deeply personal about issues that are my reality: a women’s journey. In my case, I have encapsulated my truths into a story very unlike my own.
I am in no way criticising Elizabeth Gilbert, she is very brave parading naked in every book store around the world, so why should her indiscretions concern me? OK, bad word, rather – why should her exposed vulnerability concern me? Well, it does, maybe I’m projecting on myself, as I consider my own inner thoughts that may soon lay exposed, if not in being published, certainly to the queuing family and friends!
I at am not completely dense, each of us as writers, for all intent and purpose, write pieces of ourselves into our stories, if not directly definitely in spirit. But I think this in itself strengthens the base of my question.
What do you think?


6 Comments
I think there is a vulnerability in sharing deeply personal thoughts and emotions - even through fiction. I think it can be uncomfortable and the disapproval of others can really hurt but...I don't think the author's choice is entirely a conscious one. There's more of me in my novel's central character than I'd intended or that I'll ever admit publically. It gives it a certain personal authenticity (nb. this is not to say anyone else will want to read it), but most people (even most who know me) wouldn't guess enough to even ask the question.
Even if you can't stop it, it takes courage to put yourself in your stories for subjective assessment. You have courage, you re-posted this blog. Perhaps the more you do it, the more impervious to disapproval you become.
Word Cloud has been great, revealing all the fearless writers of the world, this gives me the courage to be proud of what I’m doing and hopefully the sustenance to actually finish this WIP.
Babblefish: my other past time (and don’t laugh!) is making quilts. (Jaxx poem blogged yesterday was particularly pertinent to me), but I suppose a story is its own type of quilt.
Gerilyn: I must say, I don’t think I could ever be brazen enough to tell ‘my story’, without hiding it behind some awesome, superhero type chick and a plot thick with suspense and intrigue. No way am I that interesting!
‘Write what you know’, definitely, a fake is obvious a mile away.
Sorry, didn’t mean to blog it twice, my suspect skills got the better of me.
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