Little Gods

Published by: Aiyla on 25th Apr 2009 | View all blogs by Aiyla
We writers are different from other people. That is why what we share on this site is more a happy family, rather than a dreary deck of Dribbles.
We share a comfy, cosy little community, and I’m jolly pleased to be amongst you all. We understand the dark sides to being a writer; the dubious stares we receive as we write in queues, pubs and on public transport and the sometimes discouraging comments we endure from our families. But we know (I hope) to take it all with a pinch of salt.

The passion is in our blood, running through our veins and this red hot passion creates an invisible energy that keeps us at it, day after day. It rewards us with a satisfaction that sometimes can be hard to find in our daily jobs. Even if we never reach the stature of the published novelist, it is this journey that we are on now that matters.

Sometimes we can feel like failures and look longingly at those who seem to be having a wild time in life, out every evening, living it up, whilst we are alone at our desks wallowing in our world of words. But we are doing a worthy job. Don’t forget that.
 
We only have one chance on this earth. It is important to do something special, and that’s what we do. Through time, with discipline and constant motivation, we will become better writers. The importance is to do what you love. Whether we make it or not doesn’t really matter at the end of the day. Think of Mozart or Beethoven. Where would we be without their sensitive emotional pieces of music?  They never reaped the praise they deserved but I’m sure they enjoyed what they did. They lived for their passion and saw it through to the end and that’s what made their lives complete.

We create - not the universe -but we create. We are geniuses and the world needs people like us. The world needs YOU.

We possess the gift to imagine the world a better place, a reconditioned world with all the dust taken away, and we can add in chocolaty delights wherever we want. In fact, we are nothing less that little Gods. Little Gods camping out in the sky on this lovely cloud and we float around searching for the bundle of words that might mean something special to someone.
(I hope this makes at least a little sense. I do tend to get carried away at times. But as a writer, you probably do too).

We writers are needed and have an important job to do. We dig deep. We mine in the mind and in doing so find treasures more beautiful than most people will ever see. Many people pass through life without realising that this cluster of precious stones exists. But you know this, and I know this, and that is why we write.

Without us, the world would be a dreary place indeed.

Comments

33 Comments

  • Writerguy
    by Writerguy 4 years ago
    Aww, sending you a friendly cyber hug. I agree though, people often do behave strangely when you say you've written something, like it's no big deal, but we live with these characters and places and we create them; they're out there somewhere waiting for us to complete their lives and to tell their story...
  • Alannah
    by Alannah 4 years ago
    I am a god in an alcove....er sorry Aiyla, Bauhaus reference there hee hee. Anyway, yes, I agree with what you say. I have been a creative person all my life, started drawing, then moved on to music and now I'm writing. I must admit, writing has given me great satisfaction. It is the job of the artist to create, to see beauty in places that are hard to find. To amuse. To scare etc. The ability to make people feel something, it's a powerful thing.
  • Kim
    by Kim 4 years ago
    The other day I was in Costa writing, over a small-skinny-decaf-one-shot-latte as you do, and I happened to glance across at a man...again, as you do. He had a broadsheet before him and was ‘highlighting’ words with a marker as he read. These where then jotted down accompanied by what I assumed to be meanings or translations perhaps, in a little notebook.

    Each of us was dying to know what the other was writing but neither enquired. We shared a look which seemed to say ‘Hi. I see you are a writer too.’ and then proceeded to sup our coffees in silence. It seemed almost an unwritten rule ‘not to disturb’ another writer whilst in their own escapist world.

    When he eventually stood to leave a “Bye” was forthcoming. We understood each other perfectly. It was totally endearing.

    I love being a writer!
  • Aiyla
    by Aiyla 4 years ago
    Thanks for the cyber hug, and if I may give you all one too. Aw, it's nice to be nice isn't it?
    You're right Kim, we aren't alway misunderstood, thankfully, and it's simply wonderful when you do meet that person that seems to understand you perfectly, isn't it?
  • Kenty
    by Kenty 4 years ago
    Spot on Aiyla- it is like our own little family on Cloud : )
  • John Taylor
    by John Taylor 4 years ago
    Aiyla – you are wonderful, this is a piece of writing full of wonder – and I will put it up on the wall behind my computer for those days when nothing seems to be happening.

    Kim – Cafe Nero do better coffee – and you get free water with it! Mine's a skinny double shot regular latte, or an espresso if I'm feeling latin. I was there this morning, looking through a notebook, and a man was looking over my shoulder. We exchanged a few nods. Lots of people know that I write in there and call in. I've promised them a credit if I get published.

    The artist's habit of both standing back and engaging with the world, of keeping multiple viewpoints at all times, does seem to be instinctive. There is a strong trait of it in my family, and it has led both to artists and scientists, but whether it is born or learned, I'm not sure.

    Hugs to you all,
    John x
  • Chanty
    by Chanty 4 years ago
    Hon, you've hit the nail on it's head, here. You have my vote... We are all very special and needed. How else how the rest of the world be able to escape it with some of it's nasties, if they could not do so in our books / writings... we provide the outlet, that other world where they can go to and exist... I really enjoyed reading this piece and feel very passionately about our little cloud of joy and our friends here... We understand each other and are there for each other.... all the lovely clouders... (sigh)
  • Jacquie
    by Jacquie 4 years ago
    A world with art, and us artists, would be a soulless place indeed ! Thanks Aiyla for this piece and yes, I agree , The Cloud helps u s all to feel less lonely as we wade through our world of words. Have a great weekend
  • Russell
    by Russell 4 years ago
    Damn right Aiyla. Does this make us a Heavenly Host on our own Cloud? Because sometimes, I think we feel like the pilgrims who strive and fail.
  • Aiyla
    by Aiyla 4 years ago
    We are the pilgrims who strive certainly, all along this road. But if we have fun along the way then we have not failed.
  • Russell
    by Russell 4 years ago
    I agree (I meant no offense). But is easy for people to feel disheartened; I certainly was
  • Lizzy
    by Lizzy 4 years ago
    hello Aiyla

    I like what you have written. I am not feeling particularly special with regards to writing at the moment though. Seemed to have hit a brick wall! Bummer!
  • Chanty
    by Chanty 4 years ago
    Give yourself time, Nettie. It's most likely the stress of a new adventure - your new job...
  • Kim
    by Kim 4 years ago
    Thanks for your tip about Cafe Nero John. Unfortunately we are without in our local town.

    I often wonder, if I weigh up the money I have spent and will eventually spend on feedback for the play, against the money spent on lattes, which would be the greater overhead?...OK. No contest. Especially when you add in the odd orange and lemon muffin! Scrumptious. :-)
  • Aiyla
    by Aiyla 4 years ago
    Thanks Nettie. Chanty's right, you'll be more in the mood for writing when you've settled into your job.
  • Angie
    by Angie 4 years ago
    Be it little Gods or lesser Gods when the world closes its mind to creativity it dies. For those lacklustre days when faith is gone your essay is a rally call. Perhaps examining the reasons we write can be deconstructive but it seems the very sense of being a writer involves an instinct to explore and make sense of everything and to record those feelings?
    One thing I have found is that the hardest thing to write is the truth, to wring out a moment with all its occupying emotion in complete honesty. That's exactly why I find this writing business special Aiyla.
  • flyman
    by flyman 4 years ago
    I only just read this today and wow! it is good, albeit I didn't know we have a dark side like the dark side of the force, but it is powerful indeed.
  • Aiyla
    by Aiyla 4 years ago
    Thank you. We may not all have a dark side. If you don't then you are lucky : )
  • Ancient Woodland
    by Ancient Woodland 3 years ago
    We strive and create, certainly. Each one of us that writes fantasy creates a world of their own with its own rules of engagement, its own codes of conduct and morals, its own hierarchy and ideals. Its own purposes, portents and pleasures.
    Each one of us that writes science fiction creates not just worlds but galaxies in which the very laws of physics may be different, the worlds and suns and peoples clearly defined in the mind of one person, sharing his/her vision with the reader, hopeful that they will understand and live alongside the protagonist for the duration of the adventure.
    What greater calling can there be than to create worlds, star systems, galaxies and universes in one’s mind and share them with anyone with the wit to read. To my mind there is none.
    The average guy in the street has nothing to leave future generations but the wealth that he has been fortunate enough to accumulated in life, cold hard cash and assets, the wealth that he hopes will make his children’s life that much better than his own. But on top of this, I have something more to give – something that may be greater than money. Something that may serve them better as they make their way through the vagaries of life. I leave my thoughts to them. I leave the innermost workings of my psyche on paper, whether published or not. I leave them my mind. I hope they understand what it cost me to do so. I pray that they gain a shred of wisdom, an insight from my meandering tales. I pray that in reading my work, they do not make the same mistakes I did. I pray I have left enough object lessons in my muse to make sure they do not.
    This is my gift. My one, true gift to my children. It is worth more than money, more than words spoken softly in their ears when things have not gone to plan in their young lives. I leave them everything I am and everything I have been. I lay bare all my mistakes and the repercussions thereof.
    I leave them me.
    I am a writer.

    AW
  • Aiyla
    by Aiyla 3 years ago
    Ancient Woodland,
    your words are so true and it's exactly what I needed to hear this morning. Life can be so tarnished when we do jobs that just don't correspond with what we want or who we are. We feel so tied down and burdened with them because we need to keep paying, paying, paying. But is this life? Is this really what it's all about?
    I'm trying to break free from all this at the moment. I need to breathe and live life the way i want to. I hope I'll find the answer. Writing certainly helps. In fact, I think we are all lucky to be writers, published or not.
    : )
  • Antony
    by Antony 3 years ago
    This is powerful stuff Aiyla.. I really enjoyed it I must say.. I can only wish of writing something that well worded!! Well done ;-)
  • Aiyla
    by Aiyla 3 years ago
    Thank-you Ant. I'm as pink as your shoulders now...
  • Steve
    by Steve 2 years ago
    I've returned to this after a year, and it still pleases me just as much to read it now. It's one of my favourite pieces on here.
  • Liss
    by Liss 2 years ago
    That is beautiful and oh-so sweet.

    x
  • zomb00
    by zomb00 2 years ago
    You made me smile. Thank you :)


    Just what I needed!
  • Aiyla
    by Aiyla 2 years ago
    Thank you:)
  • Tony
    by Tony 2 years ago
    Nice to have your work resurrected by a new generation of members, Aiyla. It kinda proves your point; what we write lives on and has a life of its own outside of us. You released this into the atmosphere over a year ago and its ripples still inspire. Write on!
  • Gels
    by Gels 2 years ago
    I know you wrote this ages ago but I am new. What a great post, makes me want to pick up note pad and go for it and I think I will!!

    Gels x
  • Weens
    by Weens 2 years ago
    I missed this the first time round. It's a lovely piece, it makes me feel all warm and fuzzy.
  • Marion
    by Marion 2 years ago
    Oh my gosh! I have never left a comment either! I'm as scatter-brained as rabbit droppings. And this after having copied and printed it out for all to see. My most humblest apologies.
  • Marion
    by Marion 2 years ago
    And I STILL haven't said how much I loved it. Dammit.
  • Aiyla
    by Aiyla 2 years ago
    Inspiration; who can live without it? And to think that two people have printed this out to display on their wall is as good as publication for me. ;)
  • Liss
    by Liss 2 years ago
    I've come back to this and it brought a tear to my eye :*) I am printing and sticking on the wall beside my comp as we speak x
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